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2006-10-01T22:03:00.000-07:00

boo. my blog was dead long agoooooooo. but somehow, ive got the sudden urge to blog. lol..
prelim's over! so now is the os thats approaching. seriously, i HATE people who loves to compare results and keep asking ur result non-stop. i dont see any reasons for people to compare. if u want to motivate yourself, think of your goals and NOT take ur friends as your source of motivation. it's really irritating ok. esp someone who is not even close to u, keep wanting to know your result from other people?? come on lar. so lame.. so what if im lousier, will that make u happy? if u really feel better because i got a lower grade than u, then be it. those people u are competing with during o level u are competing with, is not only ur frens. not dunman, but the whole singapore. argh! cant stand such people. yucks.

2006-07-01T22:16:00.000-07:00

hate; abhor; loathe.
i dislike these words.

i wish there is no such words.
or rather, a life that do not require the use of such words.
i dunno.. i suppose that's impossible.

i shall just rot and die.
i thought of it thoroughly.
perhaps, everyone's right except me. (:

2006-06-23T11:51:00.000-07:00

pathetic me.

2006-05-31T00:21:00.000-07:00

oh my god! my lao mao bing fa zuo again. :x
im soooooo bored. tomorrow will be a intensive day! 7 hours of bio. =D i just hope i dont fall aslp. yep! nothing much today. went got career seminar in the morning and came back at arnd 3. nxt, i fell aslp :x ahhhhhh. slp slp slp! and more slp! (:

2006-05-27T00:14:00.000-07:00

its the last day of school!! oh well, there are soooo many lessons line up for us during june hols. haha. somehow, it may be fun too! :x
went home and slackkkk the whole day practically do nothing more than staring at the comp. blah. planned a few things that im gonna do during this june hols. hais. tmr still have to go sch for hmt and chem. dont know whether i shld participate in balloon hat. i haven been practicing and my sore throat haven fully recover. fever come and go. wth!! tmr cant attend much of the drill session also. ):
nahs. i shall slp early!

why. cus people who cannot afford to lose out, simply a loser themselves. (:

2006-05-16T00:47:00.000-07:00

oh man. the physics webquest is so difficult and i cant even do a single thing. good good luck for me!! (:
its nothing to be great for not going to school tomorrow because i will be bored to death. ive got to stay at home the whole day. help from any kind soul?
i guess today's maths paper wasnt really an easy piece of job, at least to me. finished the paper in one and a half hour and i started fidgeting around. =x couldnt really stay still because i was purely BORED. seriously, i dont know what has gone into me but i couldnt concentrate on my maths. i did the paper like how i did for some mock test, and all i think of, was to get over and done with. boo myself for that. anyway, midyear has officially over for me. (: i feel like playing for NOW!
ahh. probably i will really walk around anywhere in singapore, or better, catch a movie by myself. like what banana brain said," just walk around alone, its normal" =D

2006-05-14T01:40:00.000-07:00

i have died of boredom and unable to rest in peace. (:

lols. okay im being lame but today is really a boring day for me. i stare at my com for one whole day and did not manage to do anything. i did not do my maths again!! hahaa.. ok i think i dont have the mood to anw. ): boo. ok! im off to sleep. tmr is gonna be a busy day for me.

have you ever wonder, how much you mean to a person whom is close to you. have you ever feel that you actually mean that teeny weeny bit to the person u call friend. have you ever experience the feeling of hurt and disappointment. perhaps, i do.

2006-05-13T02:05:00.000-07:00

blahs. went out with lai to watch poseidon. omg! its so nice!! the effects and everything. wow.. must watch! =) well, thou some people may not think its really that marvellous, but at least it is to me. wheee. hahas. our hearts were beating real fast throughout the show. haha. then after watching, we kept talking about it and also discussed how the director made the ship overturn and some of the scenes inside. wheee. =x
before that we ate pizza. i haven been eating nice food since dont know when. finally the day has come =) lols.

evening went to celebrate mother's day in adcvance with my whole family. (:
eat so many hao liao!!

and and and.
im going to watch many showsssss!
-da vinci
-pirates of the caribbean
-mi 3
-xmen 3
alot alot.... =D

2006-05-11T20:54:00.000-07:00

oh hi blog. i have come back to visit you once more. after such a hectic week, well, not exactly hectic but still.. ): ok, mid year had killed me. hahas. im done for it.
what happened to my languages. argh.

today is the last paper. chem was really tough and all of us cracked our brain just for the mcq. haha.. but we luckily paper 2 was easier. yay. mid year has finally come to an end. BUT i still feel the tensed up feeling. something has gone wrong!!! =x hahaha.
the worst part is i feel that my head is going to drop anytime anywhere. stupid neck is aching like nobody's business. guess what? im staying at home tml! what a sad life for me. hai. i shall sleep as late as i want! wheeeeee.

feel so different towards diff things and yea feelings arouse inside me easily. what to do.. somethings are just not mend to be said. im tired..!! going to try out my new scores. bye blog. i'll visit u soon! (:

2006-04-28T23:19:00.000-07:00

learn to let go.
learn to heck care.
learn that everything does not require you to care.
(:
there are some things better to let go.
there are some things better not to hold on.
there are some things meant to make you sad.
so, we should learn and know them, so that we can keep a distance.

mid year is coming in 2 weeks time. how much have i studied? when can i get that momentum? kill me. ok. kill me. becus my eng sucks. ): someone please help me. im going to be dead. soon. stayed in school until arnd 8 (thats crazy! but...) well, so much time spent, yet a few things done. how worse can it get. whatever..

hais. sometimes im just so tired. i wan to live in my own little world. (:

2006-04-08T05:45:00.000-07:00

well, havent been updating for a long long time.
yesterday is the last official performance for the sec4s and 5s, and yes, i screwed up. hais.. ok, dont talk about it. ahhh. i know im going miss band, my clarinet, my sections and the music!! ): feel so bottled up recently. probably i need to rant it all out.

yesterday was a bad bad day. apart from the screwing up and leaving band.. after the whole thing, supposed to go for dinner, but end up we walked to dont know where. pple just dont care, freakingly dont care. i dont know why and dont you all know that shes in pain, dont YOU know that shes sad. oh well, i had been carrying that heavy for so long and my shoulders hurt. all these add to my anger. so dont mind me being so fustrated. we should take control of our lives, so why did we go with the decision that was made. when we reached mac, all we think of is just to finish up the food and go off. dont tell me bullshit. i wont listen to it anymore..

why pple are trying so hard.
dont give us tht face when u walked past. so are u trying to say its our fault that u din get to play in speech day. in the first place, did u ever atttend band practice faithfully? its so wrong to let u play in the concert that time, we HAVE a choice. dont think that u are so impt, until u dont have a choice but to play. sorry, clarinets wont die without u. dont tell me its a duty and a responsiblilty to play in performance. cus every band prac IS a duty and a responsibilty. are u even responsible enough to attend all band prac? ask urself. so, if u only come to band for the sake of coming, den scram.

ok, finish ranting.
ahhh. i love dmn band! i love dmn bandits. and esp esp esp dmn clarinetists!! =D

2006-03-16T11:58:00.000-08:00

its over.. everything is over.
the time we spent in band, the effort we put in, the laughter we shared, the memories we had, the time we spent together has become the past memories. it will forever be kept inside my heart. (:
still rmb when we were i sec 1, we were always very scared of our seniors. but at the same time, want to go band alot. we could spent endless hours just to practice pieces like cumberland march, anchors away etc. we always curious to try out new size reed and new pieces. during sectionals, we will always practice our pieces with our senior. buddy system, working on essential elements.. so, we gradually became part of the section.
sec 2, we are excited bcus the first time becoming a senior was great. new sec ones came in and we take them in to our section and began to teach them stuffs like scales and essential element. we practice v hard for our upcoming concert.. the concert was great, and right after that, we started working on our syf pieces.

sec 3, after many practices, the day had came. we got a gold in syf. everything is just so fast.. seniors go off, pple changes. by the end of sec 3, all i know was that the oldest is us, the sec 4s- to-be. we practice for our concert in 2oo6. new leaders were chosen dunman band moves on.

time flies and now, we are sec 4. concert was just over and we will soon stepping down. its just so fast.. i will miss the band and my juniors!! =( hais.. i hope they continue to work hard and bring dunman band glory (:

my dear klarine, thank you for accompanying me thru thick and thins (: i will always always remember u and the time we spent together. i love you!! (:
p.s: this is my for my clarinet (:

2006-03-12T21:22:00.000-08:00

four more days. four more and everything's over. all the time we have spent in band, the music we shared. hais..
i hope everything goes well on that day. really really praying hard.

no idea for common test this time. dd not get back any of the results. but i dont think i did well anw. english will flunk for sure. haha. wish me luck prehaps.
march holiday is not holiday for us!! omg. there are lessons everyday. hahas. both a good and bad thing anw. ): boo.

oh. i seriously feel so unfair.
ok, i seriously undertand whats the feeling.
if u dont make an effort. u dont play.
i think its as simple as that.

2006-03-04T01:24:00.000-08:00

im so tired.............
metally drained. common test is next week, and there is meet the parent session. concert is 2 weeks away.
hais. i wan to give my best shot, in both concert and ct. (:

why am i hearing craps from people?
i hate it i hate it.
shit it.

2006-02-27T00:11:00.000-08:00

i want to study hard (:
because i will never know if i will become cleverer.
i know what i want.
i shant care anything anymore.
i learn to let go.

2006-02-23T00:11:00.000-08:00

hectic hectic hectic.
lols. today have adam khoo. gosh, damn pathetic cus there is v few pple present. hahas. but was fun thou. i find it useful.. i dunno why. =)

im just so tired of life.
got very irritated easily. guessed i just could not relax anymore. the feeling is so tensed up inside me. i dunno whats wrong. dont tell me whats wrong. blah.. whatever lar. haaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaa. :x

to that someone who tag in my blog.
well, i do accept ur comments thou. but i dont like the way u sae it is done by my fren. my very close fren indeed. we have been frens for long. if there is anything, she could have tell me straight. no one will be so bo liao to say this kind of thing. anything u would like to sae, u can kindly leave ur name while leaving comments. if u dare to post, i dont see a reason why u dont dare to let me noe who u are. =)

2006-02-11T21:46:00.000-08:00

im bored. so long time no blog.. nth to blog about also. lols.
but yesterdae when we heard mrs neo said that the sec4s batch, their o lvl did much better than the previous one. the only thing that came to my mind was, we will be dead!! lols. gotta maintain the standard. hais. the tense up feeling, i can fully experience it. yeah, cus i was taking the chi paper at the same time. woo. but its over. =) hahas.
dunno.. saw some pple cried cus they unhappy about their results, some pple cried cus they too happy for their result. some no emotion. cus, probably they expected it bah. some jus give the :) and the :( face lor. i was thinking, nxt year, around the same time, which one will i be. lols. hahaa. gotta work hard bah =) wheee.

todae bazaar.. haunted house was fun lar. hahaa. =) yep. i love my class too!! hahaa.. getting united wheeeeeeeeeeee. =x hahaha. but v tired lar. i was like pretending a ghost and scare pple. some pple even cried halfway. haha. but some ah, onli noe how to destroy things. bish them lar. siansian. went home and cousin came. =D hahaha. long time no see them. ahha. ok lar. nth liao. BB =x

2006-02-01T11:36:00.000-08:00

boo. chinese new year so fast over.. haven really play enough.
chu yi was like gambling all the way and yeah, i lost $20. for those who win dont come tell me or i will get v agitated!! haha.. wheee. then at night went to watch movie with cousin. at first wan to catch i not stupid too. but it was full, so we watch geisha instead. hmms. i wouldnt say is a great show but its not bad. according to quite a number of pple, i guess the book will be much better right.. but nvm! watch till arnd 12am. den went back to grandma house.. arnd 3 then reach home.. was so tired. then chu er. went to watch i not stupid too. the ticket was selling fast man. so, we watch 1250am de. haha. with cousins and parents and aunties and uncles. lols.watch till like 3.. den reach home arnd 4. nxt dae wake up early early go makan dim sum. x( TIRED.

no doubt, i today was tired like mad!! fell aslp during chinese lesson. hahaa.. blah. going to slp soon. slp early for todae! =D

2006-01-29T03:30:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year!! (:
yah.. im damn tired but i still stay up late till now! haha.. yay. clap for me. :x

hais. from sch reopen till now has been a hectic weeks or shld i sae month. heavy workloads, boring lessons (esp erhem), remedialsss, tests, band pracs, and some unnecessary prob also dono how come become necessary. everything seem so argh! everydae haf to do homework like crazy. dont even haf the time to rest. yah.. probably thats why some of us wish to just appear at home after band, or if no band, after sch. jus to finish up all the work, rather than kip dragging.
and dad.... was like so scary, kip wanting me to reach home b4 8. like =.= i nid to TRAVEL! and complain i slp late. I NID TO DO WORK!

thus, i hope this new year can relax by taking in all the angbaossss HAHAHA =x opps.
yah. i go slp le lar. TIRED!

its just diff situation. thats all.

2006-01-20T08:42:00.000-08:00

im feeling sucky today. yeah, real sucky. i dunno why either..
had bio retest after school. wasnt really tough cus i din really care. :x just get over and done with. mind wasnt in the right mood to do any analysis thou.
after that ade had to go for hair cut. and the pathetic me was like carrying one bbt and bread just wok and wok. stop halfway, v hungry. sit down on the table under the block and start eating my bread. pple walked pass will sure be thinking how pathetic i was. so, i was praying so hard, dont let me see a single soul, at least dont let me see a single familiar soul. den suddenly, my name was heard. here comes kari.. luffing and asking why i was there alone. hahaha. and she offered to pei me. but its ok anw. haha. i eat v fast one. so i ask her to go first.

talked to didi just now. yep. think what he said was really true. haha. (:

anw, it doesnt matter to me anymore. everything doesnt matter. but of cus os does matter. lols. i wouldnt care more i guess. ahhh. haha. i dunno what i toking. close case.

its zhu ding to let my sch life interesting and worth looking forward to? LOL

2006-01-15T01:14:00.000-08:00

just came back from AHS concert. hmms. was err. not bad.. but, maybe its not my ideal gold with honours band.. probably just lack of something. im so pissed with the band cus the mc only sae, special thanks to hai sing catholic sch, cus they support them. then what about us. this thing makes me shouted hardcore instead of encore. :x yes, its quite evil but too bad xp

went back to sch in the morning. was deciding whether want to play for fun with the alumni cus im sick. but, ended up bth. ahhh. i feel so xing ku. came back from the concert and was feeling so tired. )x im dying.. haha. pls recover soon bcus u got mountains of homework not done. (: hopefully can finish by tml. plus, my pathetic geog wb is lost! wth....

bear with me.

happy birthday xiuling!! red chicken x)

2006-01-14T00:34:00.000-08:00

sick. im down with fever, sore throat and flu.
i dont know whats the damn crap. my throat has always been like that. ultra sensitive. hate it! today went home slp. really v tired. for the past few days i had been doing hw and hw and hw. studying for test and test and test. dont even haf enough time to do everything. hais.

yah. and im pissed. i canot possibly dont care. i cant. bcus she is the one whu sae that our section are not bonded cus of the 2 of us. she asked me out just to haf a talk about this. now, shes the one who donwan to do it. so, wads the conclusion? she cant always haf the previlege, she cant always have her way, can she? extremely sucky. whatever~ ade, nice one. i learnt from u. (:

tall isnt a crime, for goodness sake. dont blame me for being tall, blame me for my slow absorption rate, blame me for not being attentive enough, blame me for being slow. shoo.

im chao ji buay song buay song buay song lar. dont know whats wrong with me these few days. cant control. im sorry.

2006-01-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

hmmms. today is a bad day.
yesterdae 1am lie on my bed and tried to slp but i just couldnt get to slp. slept at arnd 3am and woke up at 5. lols.. get ready and went to meet ade and pw at bedok int. after that took mrt to meet char and kari and tk. haha. and off we go to changi! saw edwin at arnd 7+.. hais. really sad lar. the min he going to step in. we cry like crazy and start hugging him. lols. hmmms.. he still haf to go afterall. we took photos and gave him pressie. after he went in, our mood still as bad. take some time to settle down and went to eat mac.

after that went to watch movie with pw. we wok wok wok, tok tok tok. watch the dark. ewww. pple pls don go watch. its not nice and not scary and no meaning. well, to me at least. i strongly discourage pple to watch it okay. :x

went home at arnd 5 to do hw. ahhh. wont be coming online often le. parents sure nag and nag. ): ahhh.. get ready to sch! yay. its a new year, new dae and new begginning. =D

`edwin, pls take care (:

2006-01-02T00:17:00.000-08:00

starting of 2oo6. isnt right for me already. lols..

bidding farewell to edwin tml.. really hope that he have a safe and nice journey.. hais. very she bu de.. he is kind of my sorta close fren in class and yet he is leaving. just hope i don cry tml. hahas.. mus xiao zhe kan ta li kai. i hope i can. ): class will be so boring without him. ahhh. dont think about it.

sch is gonna reopen. hmms.. saw my class time table. get some nice tchers and some dono nice anot tcher.. hahas. whatever.. but im looking forward to school thou. wont be boring at home anymore.. (:

alot of probs.. i dunno how to solve it. i am useless lar. hais.. dunno. how come so many things come suddenly. jus so, bu zhi suo cuo. i hope everything can be solve easily. but i guess it cant be. lols.. what to do. can someone pls help me. save me from these.. looking for a real kind soul..

2006-01-01T01:18:00.000-08:00

happy new year!! (:

new year resolutions.
wish...
- to be cleverer
- to improve all my subjects esp those weaker ones
- to stop growing :x
- to play my clarinet well
- world peace
- everyone happy!
- have more money!
- blah blah blah (: alot.

2005-12-31T00:46:00.000-08:00

firstly, thanks small chicken for chickyky! =D gosh, its so cute.

alrite, once again today i watch my shows. hahaa.. and i found out that korean shows are all the same. not the guy die, then the girl die. but i still never regret watching it thou. lols. i find that its nicer than the stairway to heaven. i dunno.. but all i care was the guy =x i was hoping that he wont die but ok, he died in the end. i was sooooo upset that i cried non stop. hahaha. i watched till episode 19, they get married and i feel like stopping there. cus i noe there is sure something bad happen at the last episode. episode 19 is my ideal ending. but still, i couldnt overcome the urge so i watch it. fine, and i haf to bear with the consequences. lols. whatever. until now, im still very sad... ahhh! save me. :x

gosh. i still cant manage to finish my homework and i guess i would not be able to finish physics when sch reopens. so, i dunno how. :x haha. anw, im looking forward to school. i dont know why. maybe im just wierd.

okays.. im tired. nites!

2005-12-27T00:27:00.000-08:00

few days didnt update. im so lag! but i still gonna start from christmas day! (:

251205
i woke up at arnd 12, as usual. :x haha. uncle came to paint the house. the smell was very strong and i couldnt stand it. so, i locked myself in the room and start watching my korean show. heh. arnd 3+ i met yy at lai bus stop, then we went to her house. hahas. we were like standing at her doorstep. quite alot of pple was there. me and yy v scared and we start to peep in. then got one uncle keep peeping at us also. ahha. so, yy suggested that we call lai up and ask her bring us in. hahaa. :x after awhile, rc came and 3 of us went to side gate and pick him up. when we in lai house, we start to eat and eat and eat. wah.. was really really v full ok. pizza, drumlets, spag, ham, wine, mushroom soup etc. omg.. gonna make me fat!! ahhh. haha.

then we started to play dai dee. in the middle of the game, fann and christopher came. i totally forget that fann is lai cousin lor. i was quite surprise when lai told me that they will come. hahas. then 4 of us was like, standing at the living room and stare and stare and stare. like watching some shows. ahha. we took photo with them, then went back room and play. matt reached arnd 7. he is ALWAYS late. suppose to come at 4. then in the end...... ok. after that we played uno and stress. hahas. me and lai was really stress playing stress.. both of us play till so gan chiong. haha. :x arnd 8+ , rc went home. then we off the light and play. hahas. and the heart attack really make me heart attack lor. hahaa.

went home at arnd 10+. thanks lai for the wonderful party and moomoo cup. thanks ying for the jigsaw, thanks matt for the choco. (:

261205
lazy to update. :x

271205
today stay at home and watch korean show. hahas. practically watch the whole day man. omg.. i totally addicted to the show. for every episode i watch, i cry till v jialat :x hahas. its the stairway to heaven that guy act de. really very nice. ahhh.. im in love with him. (: i watch also feel tongku for them. wth! haha.. gotta faster finish watching it cus school gonna reopen alreadi! yay. :x haha. the song in the show also v niceeeeeeee...... awwwwww. ):

2005-12-25T00:15:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! =D

yepps! todae early in the morning 7+ like that. went to my tuition tcher house with pris and gave her birthday cake. hahah. she was like so touched! and had been screaming all the way lar. ahaha. and after that she is so eager to take photos.

after that. went to pris aunt shop there cus she need to work. then arnd 2+ we took train to esplanade and watch the clarinet choir. BUT. we were late. so, lols.

we were walking around the esplanade lib. saw a few books of clarinet solo. really feel like borrowing it. ahhh. but have to buy that damn card. so, forget it.

went home at around 6+. i kena fang fei ji again ok. was supposed to go to my ah ma hse but in the end my ma really work late. so, end up didnt go. but we still go out eat good food. haha. yeah but kinda sad that i couldnt go countdown. hmmms. whatever. dad wont be happy anw.

im tired and i feel like slping. so, yeah good nites!

2005-12-24T00:45:00.000-08:00

decided to blog today..
gosh, my homework are untouch. still got that physics workout. ): how am i gonna finish it man. ahhh. alrite.. today at home again. but got vcd to watch. ahhas.. quite a nice show. (: den after that meet peiwen to take some christmas cards. yepps. and then slack again =x hahaha. watch show and blahhh. okays. tml gonna wake up early. to give my tuition teacher cake. and im gonna watch the clarinet choir! =D

okays. im sooo... argh. nvm. i dunno. wad is passion? lols. have u all ever ask that urself. why. watching a performance need to haf alot of pple go? why. watching a performance haf to got to do with ur tireness. i mean if u are passionate enough, u wldnt even care much of that. and if u are tired, u can always slp more! why. this is always the last piority in the list. i dunno. its such a rare performance and its like, pple can just easily said a no. if u are a clarinetist, u would like to see the varieties. u would like to hear the sound of some pros. u would like to see the sight of them. hmms. its tired to get one whole grp so i din really call many pple. but does the number of pple THAT impt? the main thing is to see the clar choir afterall.
bahhh. i grumble too much.
just take it that i dont understand anything.
its just my point of view. (: no offence anw.

last but not least.
happy 15th birthday small chicken!
u haf grown up! and its no longer a small chick :x

2005-12-19T00:27:00.000-08:00

today is a boring day.. went for tuition in the morning. then came back home. uncle came to paint my house. and now my room is pink! haha.. wheeeee. (: slack the whole day and nothing to do. omg. so sian ok..

no one really understand me.

im motivated! by NAT =D

2005-12-16T00:28:00.000-08:00

ahh. having a bad bad headache. sucks alrite.
today had sectionals in the morning, den after that clear bandstore and scores. my section was like toking about the past. hahas. so many things happened in the past. those pple that i once dislike in my section become close to me. lols. but of cus, there is still exception yea. (: im sad, cus my section is still doing v badly. boo.

ok. after that went to eat yoshi. salmon!! gosh, i totally love the salmon meal ok. wahhaha.

ahh. im so scared..... of the bio retest. it may be a easy sub, but to me its definately not. i just cant score well. haha. i have no idea either. but i guessed i will jus try my best. (:

im sad sad sad. bcus, edwin is leaving. ): he is a v nice and funny guy. still remember last time he sit beside me and always sae stupid things make pple luff. haaha.. and now, he is migrating to australia. i will miss him!! haha. but anw all the best.

i also got a funny fren lor. haha. si lai wana rip urself! of cus i wan scotch tape u back lar. ahhha. den let u rip meh. BOO!! xP

2005-12-10T22:30:00.000-08:00

heyhey! gonna be a long post today. its a happie day! (:
okays. firstly, i woke up at 930 and get ready. after that met lai at her bus stop at arnd 1030. den we went to ctrl station. lai was bluetoothing me lotsa songs. wahha. so nice!! we met yy at 11 le. only that matt, took so long to come. we waited for him like arnd half an hour. fine, nvm. took mrt to jurong east. wheee. journey was long thou. reach there le, dono how to go to that place, so go arnd asking pple. den finally reach there le.

there was so cold ok. once u step in, u start to get colder and colder. haha. we watch and watch how pple skate. and was thinking, aiyar look so easy. even small kids also can skate so well. but me and yy still v v scared. :x lai was the one whu took initiative to wan to go buy tix. so we went in and rent skate shoe. on the mrt we tok lotsa crap and we laughed at matt cus he bring his glove. but when we reach there, we realised that golves are compulsory. hahas. wth. ok, i bought a pink one! (:

at first the they resurfacing the ice so we haf to wait. den later i wear the shoe and try to wok on FLOOR. jus floor. i haf difficulty le. but after awhile alrite. when we step onto the ice. omg ok. damn slippery. we were like holding on to the bars. lols. after one hour. lai and matt was skating happily alreadi. me and yy still stuck there. so pathetic rite. and ah i keep falling. got one guy maybe see i too lousy :x came to me and sorta teach me and yy. wahha. free coach leh. den got another guy also came to teach me. hahas. so i hold to him and skate lor. den another 2 gals join in. they are frenly. (: unfortunately, after like 5 hours. me and yy can sorta skate a lil. can balance and wok on the ice without holding on the bar. whehehe.

arnd 645 then we leave the place. was freaking cold. we went downstair then got the isqueeze machine. we 4 jus try on it. hahas. they all down there damn song damn song. my leg kena squeeze till cramp lor ok. boo!! blah blah blah.

home at arnd 10+. tml is papa bdae. hahas. =D happie bdae papa!!
happie bdae hweifung jie! ^^

2005-12-10T11:57:00.000-08:00

mus add on.
i made a great discovery. wahlao. my legs are covered with bruises and blue black ok. ahhh!! cant blame cus i fall really alot of times. i thot i onli fall afew. jus now i was counting upon seeing the blueblacks.
.fall 1 time when i start to skate
.fall 1 time when i was holding on to lai to cross that damn damn area without bars
.fall 2 times when i was holding on to matt
.fall 2 times infront of yy
.fall 2 times when i self prac
.fall 2 time when i was holding on to the guy
.fall 1 time when the girls leading me
.fall 1 times when the free coach teaching

am i pro or pathetic? hahaha
im not afraid of falling. just that once u fall its damn damn difficult to stand up. cus the floor damn slippery. but i damn lucky lar. cus when i fall always got pple arnd. a few times is yy, a few times is lai or matt. a few times is the guy. one time is the coach. haha. and den afew is hao xin ren the hand jus pop out. then anyhow grab one. den got one time. i skating. got one guy sae. xiao xin hor. den, the nxt moment i fall. =.= ahhh.. yesyes. zhu wo zao re kang fu. =D

2005-12-05T00:28:00.000-08:00

im tired and shagged and lethargic and sleepy and wobbly.
gosh. qian hao nan zhuan ):
had tuition in the morning and then off to give out flyers. hahas. really really had a bad bad day ok. was unable to carry that huge and heavy pack of flyers. 10 packs summore. hmms.. went to give out. really can see how singaporeans are like.
some are pretty and polite. (:
some thot they were pretty so, rude.
some are frenly to at least help u abit.
some are funny to volunteer to take a stake.
some are good enuff to tell u they dont wan and smile =D.
some dont even wan to admit that they notice u are standing there.
aiyoo.
zhen xiang da bai. lols.

i only learnt one thing today. that is to take flyers when pple gave u. cus its damn xing ku to stand there and keep giving but no one wan to take. ahhh!! its pek cek. haha.

`hais. sometimes i feel so tired to live in this world.

2005-11-28T00:15:00.000-08:00

yawns. really really tired. went for wedding lunch in the afternoon. my distant cousin's wedding. wah.. the guy's mother is a music teacher, then she taught b4 a guy whu is quite famous now. i dunno whats his name. :x lols. anw, its jus damn damn cool..

after that me, cousin, parents and aunties went to orchard to shop. cant stand it!! its so sian. my auntie try 3 dress for like 3 hours ok. she change here and there and here and there. end up bought jus one dress. kinda pathetic right? and, yah. i waited for them THAT long. when i went out, i realised outside taka haf a dunno what band performing. damnit.... if i had knew earlier i already went there to watch instead of waiting for her. plsssss. ARGH.

fine. nvm, i suggested we go bugis cus at least its a place with more cheap clothes and have the clothes i like. yay. and mama agreeeee. so we went. (: bought one shirt and one skirt. yay! and a cute cute cup :x haha. but, my leg is damn damn pain after walking so much. all thanks to my stupid shoes ok. after awhile, everyone was so tired so we decided to go home. boo.

eeek. i cant stand that girl. :x

2005-11-25T21:11:00.000-08:00

i dunno what happen to me.
seriously, i hate this world.
whatever.

today is a sucky day i guessed. morning woke up quite early. damn myself that i forget that i still haven photocopy scores. actually today wana go, but was quite late. so, forget it. i was home at arnd 12+.. wanna slp again but was afraid the call or sms came. so i kept awake.. waited arnd 3+ slack and slack and slack. see how boring my life can be. haha. den gj was asking me whether i wan go out. but i couldnt cus i thot still going swim. so, i kept waiting lar. in the end, k, it was cancelled. lols.

im just damn disappointed in everything.
dont ask me.
cus i dont noe either.

2005-11-25T16:48:00.000-08:00

im so out of place
kill me can
i hate this life

2005-11-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

today is farewell party. finally gave them the present after putting so much effort. haha. went sch at around 12+ to photocopy score. before going out of the house, i was thinking whether should i bring along my umbrealla. den i was thinking, aiyar weather quite good. don nid bring. in the end, i took 59 to esso bus stop. den walking halfway and rain so hard!! ahhh. the cards and gifts were all with me summore. bo bian. stand there for a while. suddenly, duhh daa!! saw jasmin with an UMBRELLA!! oh my god. jiu ming en ren. (: den she fetch me across. wahahas. thanks ah.

reach sch photocopy le den touched up the gifts and went to play games. haha. the games were quite fun thou. (: really did enjoy myself. after that went MAKAN!! v v hungry. haha. the duckie cake was sooooo cute.. haha.
i really must say that the sec 2s did a really good job. (:

went home with lai and matt. ms koh fetched us and i went to lai house to watch rainbow connection. canot miss it!!! :x i dunno wads so nice. but its nice jiu shi le. hahaa. den we started eating maggie and bread with sausage. haha.. yum. v full........
went home that time, put coins and i dunno whats rong with bus driver nowadays. i put 55 cents. isnt it the price that u are suppose to pay? den he was like asking me to stop and want me to show him my bus pass. its like so obvious im not in pri sch, not even adult and DUH not elderly right. =.= whats wrong with sbs. kuku. that time pris also kena. wahlao.

now v tired le. better go slp. tml still have band and maybe haf pri sch gathering and i cant go. boo.
ehhs. yar. mus post one more thing..

2005-11-23T09:12:00.000-08:00

Instructions of the tag:Given a topic, you are to write down your answers in your blog, and then send the same topic to 5 other people. Write down the names of these 5 people and link to them on your blog. Go visit their blogs to notify them that they are tagged. The 5 people who are tagged should, in their own blogs, write down the name and link of the person who tagged them, answer the same topic, and send it to another 5 people, etc.

The Topic: Your 5 Quirks. [a strange or annoying habit]
1. like to do that chicken flipping action =x
2. sometimes can laugh non stop
3. loves night time
4. easily influence by shows. eg. wana learn dancing after watching rainbow connection. hoping to learn magic after watching harry potter. =x
5. set alarm every morning, but fails to wake on time every morning.

The 5 people i've tagged: lailai. pris. jasmine. adeline. xiuling

2005-11-19T01:43:00.000-08:00

dont talk about today, its the usual routine again. (:
went for piano lesson at 2. ahh.. theory damn sucks. :x why do they have so many things to take into account. wah. write one chord also must avoid so many things. took 59 home after that. yay! finally found a bus that can go from 201 back home. means now i have 2 bus to take to sch instead of one. wheee. reached home, saw my bed. first thing that i think of it SLEEP. slept all the way till 7. watch tong xin yuan and slack awhile. watch wu chu cai hong. wahlao, their dance is cool lor. and that kuku huahua affect martin and hes not in for the competition. boo.

now im damn damn damn bored. i donwan to slp cus just now really slp alot. now dunnoe what to do. ahhhh.. i wan to watch harry potter. wahaha.

i dislike people who keep saying bo jio. i dislike.

just leave me alone.

2005-11-18T00:05:00.000-08:00

today morning was feeling damn tired, didnt even wan to wake up. plus it was raining too! blahhs. went for amaths at 830. was so cold on the bus. but after that went to avt, wasnt that cold anymore. im strong! :x lols. permutation is fun! (: had bio in the afternoon and went home.

pris came my house and we slack alot. haha. its so sian. futhermore, today harry potter open!! i cant even watch cus firstly, i was damn broke. secondly, surely no tickets and i did not book it in the first place. so end up, dropping the idea of watching already. ): how sad.

damn. i simply cant miss that dancing show. and i begin to love dance =]

2005-11-17T01:09:00.000-08:00

damn. hais.. dunno whats wrong with me. i like to pick fault at everything these few days. feeling really upset. ): dont feel right, jus dont feel right. blahh. kill me! i hate this kind of feeling, this kind of attitude. it sucks totally. argh. slap myself.

i dont wanna care. everything are just nothing, invisible. i cant see, i cant feel. be it. (:
so what?
i buay tahan. damnit. its driving me crazy.

im on number cloud 1!! anyone wana join? =]

2005-11-13T23:48:00.000-08:00

wooo! jus came back after eating big feast. :x lols. not really big either but it makes me feel so full! wahaha. today is ah ma's bdae, so everybody went to my uncle's house and makan. (: was quite bored there cus nothing much to do. but end up me and my cousins were like playing some funny game. u noe those game we played when we were all v young. yar. :x haha. feel so young! xP ate ice cream cake. wah. the cake quite small and it cost 80 bucks. ): from swensen. anw, not i paying! =D arnd 8+ we went to out to eat AGAIN. so, the whole day jus practically eat and eat and eat. yar. almost all my cousins brought their bf and gf there. hmms. like gonna see in laws like that. haaha. went back home and slack. tireddd.. im gonna watch just like heaven!! i don careeeee. (:

blah.
i hate biasness.
and my family has it.
fuck.

2005-11-11T00:03:00.000-08:00

today wake up early and go for amaths. ahhh. the binomial theorem is taking my lives away.. damn it. it seems like its easy but i still cant do it. haha. its always lidat thou.

went to makan mac with adeline. and then we slack and slack and slack at tm. bought another nail polish again!! this time is lime green. hehs. :x hahas.. we sat outside the cinema and dunno do what. jus sian lar. ahhh. temptation. wana watch movies, but too bad. both of us were broke. not a single cent left. ): sian rite.. i cant survive!!

tml gotta wake up early again. tired shit. and im feeling damn cold now.. brrr. woo. tml lesson end at 10 and im coming home! gotta be a good girl for once. xP

2005-11-10T00:57:00.000-08:00

wahaha. today no need to go sch! but also cannot slp late cus hafta do stuffs.. (: aiyar. wake up at arnd 9. so sian.. tml hafta wake up early AGAIN. i cant haf a proper sleep for v long le...... sad. nth much today. mama suppose to bring me to bugis and in the end she fall sick. so, the conclusion is she nv bring me go again. as usual. =.= nvm.. i xi guan already.. so, its alrite. lols. bought cute tink baggie. wah die lar. i suddenly addicted to cute tink. :x haha. gotta slp. later parents start singing songs again..

2005-11-08T13:01:00.000-08:00

im bored.
im full.
im tired.
im sleepy.
...zZz...

2005-11-07T00:33:00.000-08:00

yipee! tdy went out to bugis with cousin. hahas.. bought quite alot of stuffs and eat good food. :x lols. so shuang. went there shop and shop till i tired. v long nv shop till so song le. haha.. but spend money still quite xing tong ):

ohhhhhh. tml got eng at 830. so siann.. but jus go lar. anw stay at home also rot. might as well go loh. im doing manucure myself. :x lols. jus playing for fun. bought another 3 nail polish! :x

2005-11-06T02:13:00.000-08:00

whoosh. another sian day.. watched the myth just now. my dad bought vcd. but to me, it wasnt that nice.. maybe cus the atmosphere is not there and also i wasnt reallie concentrate on watching the show. :x hahaa. but i roughly get the storyline.

ahhhh. shit man. there are so many movies waiting for me to watch. gosh. im gonna broke again. gotta save money now. shldnt eat too much. shld save more money to buy stuffs and watch movie. i don care!! (:
i wana watch:
-the fog
-geisha
-cry wolf
-harry potter
-chicken little
-i not styupid 2
-just like heaven
-oliver twist

die lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. wahhahax. x)
anw, i almost finish my cross stitch. (:

2005-11-05T00:37:00.000-08:00

im damn suay today.. woke up at 9 zhun zhun. and my chem lesson starts at 9 zhun zhun too. i cant wake up without my ma!! even thou her voice is gu niang. but still, is the only method. my dad la!! he thot is not important so never even think of waking me up. argh!! lucky ade called me. lols.. chiong all the way and took taxi. reach there arnd 930. think the lesson just started not long ago. heng ah. :x wahahahx.

after that went to eat ljs den bought the cute thing!! so cute. went piano. i was like rushing there and when i reach there cher told me was 230. i.. =.= wahlao. haha.. but its ok. didnt late!

pardon me for my bad english lar. shld noe that my eng is not that good. how i wish i could blog in chinese but is too mafan. so, bear with me. if didnt get what i am trying to sae.. im trying to say that im neutral. ive made it clear so stop assuming. there is always both sides to everything ma. so, we shld just noe the both sides rite? i wasnt there during the camp most of the time, so i guess i couldnt sae anything about the camp or the wings. just that i hope things can be settle peacefully. =)

2005-11-04T00:50:00.000-08:00

jus watched exorcism of emily rose with lai. haha. quite scary and quite nice. at least i noe wad is the show toking about. hate to watch those show which i spend like around 2 hours watching and still had no idea wad issit toking about.
we around 6+ went to eat and then frm 7 slackkkkkkkkk ALL THE WAY until 9.15. plus, we slack in the TOILET. lols. cant deny that the cs toilet is realli nice.. haf such a comfortable sofa there for us to sit there and take photos. :x thou is quite stupid but is the only why to spend our time. tm and cs is like so sian.. ):

reach home at arnd 1145. start chionging my chem and theory. oh gosh. tml haf piano and i din even practice. ahhhhhhhh. save me. ):

wads with neutral and not neutral. i really see no point in taking sides loh. and im NOT. i swear.

2005-11-03T00:38:00.000-08:00

today went for chem in the morning. den later have sectionals at around 12. was playing 7th nite of july. heh. stayed at bandstore until around 5. dicussing some section stuffs and also seeing the gnd do the stuffs.. after that locked up bandstore and went home. was tired and realli feel like slping. hahas..

stop asking us how our frenship is. cus i believe no matter wad our bond are still there. our frenship is still standing strong. i noe we can. i believe in my fren. stop assuming, stop guessing. cus our frenship and the stuffs that happened totally had no link. i understand her.. it will not be affected cus of that. despite all sorts of things, i noe les is still les. les is definately still better than gay. (: agree with me.

2005-11-01T02:13:00.000-08:00

whoopie! finally o level chinese had passed. the paper to me still alright but i dont think i will get very good result. more or less will be pulled down by my compo. whu cares.. anw already finish so why brood over it so much? opps. im actully saying that. :x

today morning is really scary, was studying chinese and saw alot of sec 4s also. then finally we are allowed to go into the hall for paper 1. still alrite i guessed. not that bad. but i think my letter writting wasnt that good. its ok. after that came out and study for paper 2. din manage to finish it. bo bian.. jus go in when times up. the tian xie han zi. dunno 1 ques, which is not even in the shou ce. so i din realli regret for not studying finish. then got another i di cum den in the end correct. wahaha. damn tyco. the others still okok. no comments..

after that went to eat with xinmin.. den went tm with her jb and weixiang. damn stupid lar. we are like so sian all the way. cus we will always stop and think for a v long time where to go. thats so waste of them. den when i wana go xinmin house, they say we pang seh. ahhh!! :x
okay.. den slack in tm until arnd 7 den went home.

fuck la. i damn piss lor. i dunno wad my father wan lar. so damn lame shit. before exam i go online he wan to scold. after exam i go online he wan to scold. wahlao. den wat. i seriously dunnoe wad he wan me to do le lor. reallie wan me study whole day? or wan me slp whole day? jus go away lar. shut the hell up.

2005-10-24T01:25:00.000-07:00

yawns. my eyes is closing even thou today slept till 11.30 =x haha. was really tired. papa went to dunno where and buy the very nice de wanton mee. wheeeeee.

study abit today but i finish almost all the worksheets that teacher gave us. guai bah? lols. didnt really study alot actually. hais.. and todae i miss my yun hai yu gong yuan again. out with pris wil jw. i went to find them after i haf done most of my chi paper and after my piano had been tune and after my maa allow me to and after my pa din sae anyting more. its okay. had a deal with ma that i will finish studing the whole shou ce, if not i cant go to band camp. so.. wei le band camp i will do it man! gonna pia these few days. no more slacking. =D

tired. lucky my eyes feel much better after putting that powerful eyemo. wheee.
and adeline called me to bully me!! x( AHHHHHHHHHHH!! hahahaha. =x=x

yi nian zhi ji zai yu chun
yi tian zhi ji zai yu chen
yi shen zhi ji zai yu qin

2005-10-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

damn it. i think i kena sore eyes.. damn suay. hais. feel so uncomfortable having a itchy, painful and blood shot eye. nvm.. eyemo will save my day! =D

morning went to band. dunno whats wrong with me, but feel like vomiting when doing drills halfway, so i fall out. rest for a moment. when i decided to fall in that time, miss chong came. so, after they end the drills, went to band store set up instrument. got a new clarinetist today! haha. actually she quite alright la. at least she can play and her intonation is not that bad. =) played grease, which already took so long to correct it.

have meeting in the atrium. after that went to eat with pris ade wilson and jw. tok alot of funny stuffs. but was quite tired. so i din realli tok much. went to interchange and the damn top card place close!!!!! i was so. PISSED! waste my time lor. ahhhhh. den went home. watch yun hai yi gong yuan halfway fall aslp!! wth wth wth wth wth. in the end nv watch finish. so sad.................

wana go slp le. scared my sore eye will get even worse. argh.

2005-10-22T00:59:00.000-07:00

well, nothing much to sae today.
went to school for nothing. we jus never do anything. and spend most of the time in hall.. first got debates, den some police give speech. i jus practically slept throughout the whole assembly, except the debate part. lols.

went for chinese lesson. so some work and den went band store. oh yar.. watch matt and xinmin sing for dunman idol. hahas. mus vote for them. x) wheee.

so sian.. its like. whether a person is important or not depends on urself. no one born to be important, and no one born to be unimportant. i seriously agree, come on man. how many times u didnt turn up for band practices. how many times u told me were cos of studies. how many times u try to find excuses. there is nothing i can do.. was hoping u could come after exam, and wad i get was another excuse. i had enough of it. no more pls. to be frank, ur existant doesnt really matters to be anymore. i had once told myself, no matter how strain our frenship is, i will still treat u as part of the section. yes, i will discuss with u whatver thing that requires a decision. i will update u about the happenings when u couldnt come. but u really disappoint me. u noe how long u haven been touching ur instrument. i dont need to remind u of that. u told me how much u wish to come for band, but wad i see was how much u wish to score all distinctions for ur subjects. no doubt everyone wants to get good result. but where is ur responsibility. everything work well togehter. u will get nowhere with just excellent result but nothing more. it is a commitment. i see how much u love band last time. how much potential seniors see in u and maybe even now they still are. if u think band is no big deal, if u think all u have to achieve in sch is good results and nothing else, im sad to sae, ur life is so boring. u told me u still do love band. maybe we have mistaken u. but cant u show it. actions speaks louder than words u noe. u wan to get how many distinctions, by all means. but pls u still haf a post in band. pls don let my fren suffer by doing everything herself. u ought to share a part of it. =)

2005-10-20T00:55:00.000-07:00

I AM PISS.
WITH U NOE WHU

2005-10-18T00:29:00.000-07:00

hais. im back.. wooo. after so long. finally feel the touch my my keyboard. my com finally can work. cant imagine a life with no computers after exam. can kill me. spend 3 hours in the afternoon jus to deal with the internet connection. wahlao.. call this and that and this and that. stupid. they ask me uninstall alot of of things, den reinstall alot of things. in the end, is jus that i nv type @singnet.com. thats why cant go online. so is they dumb or am i dumb? lols..

tml getting back result. so scary.. hope tml will never come. erms. no feeling towards it. is no feeling = bad feeling? haha.. at least if i v excited to get back result, i will noe i didnt did badly. whatever. its over. its time to play. its not time to get stress over studies. yar.. =) but i still gonna buck up. haha.

today stay at home the whole day. almost done with my cross stitch. haha.. wilson was laughing at me. cus he thot nowadays no girl will do cross stitch. why not. haha.. its fun. the outcome = the effort put in. better than studying. u put in so much but u dont get so much back. haha.. nth much. not slping early todae. cus this afternoon slpt till one. =x wheeeee.

2005-10-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

finally come online after quite long. omg. either blogger or my com got something wrong. all the things screwed up which i dunno why.
nothing much to blog about, jus feel like blogging thats all. :x firstly, i have to agree with lai. yes, wads so fancinating about breast. lols.. its like, so lame. it all comes naturally, so why not jus accept it? =.= secondly, i dunno why pple feels so wow! when they beat u in whatever shit. so bo liao.. that goes got the both of u.
but then again, why care so much?
if there is a choice, i would rather close my eyes and slp. (:

2005-09-25T21:20:00.000-07:00

had tuition early in da morning. i was early today! (: my mum wakes me up at arnd 8 and i did abit of maths. [tuition homework.. im not so guai.] lols.. so went to eat with papa and mama. den went straight for tuition.

hmms.. after that slacked awhile then came back home. was quite tired so i slpt for awhile before started to do my hw. haiiii!!

end year coming!! im scared. hope i can do well this time.. i will give my best shot. =D yeah.

this is the last post. post again after end year bah. don miss me blog.. im sorry, i love my studies more. muacks.

2005-09-25T15:04:00.000-07:00

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2005-09-24T21:07:00.000-07:00

such a boring day. actually, i decided to wake up early in the morning but end up mama, papa, hp and alarm clock failed to wake me. am i pig or am i pig? lols.
laze around at home one whole day. studied abit den eat alot of junk food. i think im getting sore throat again and i hate it!! ):

wasnt feeling really good today. i dunno whats wrong with me, jus feel that some thing had been bothering me but i have no idea what was it. damn stupid lah!! ahhh. and im scared for my maths.. maths, can you pls love me? hai. wad rubbish.

sian. maybe i just feel darn disappointed with everything.

2005-09-23T20:20:00.000-07:00

AHHH!! yar. missed out something. im jus so pissed today becus of that tcher lah.

firstly, im so pissed because bandstore has kane vandalize. its like so stupid. the person wrote the words so big and so ugly. nxt, tear down our dreams come true. piang. don ever let us catch the person if not we will kick their ass.

so, we went to find mr bernard to report this case. he asked us to find mr wong. den u noe wad he sae? he can stupidly said that "thats not vandalism what. thats graffiti! and jus a paper is being tore down, nothing damage." wow. excellent comments made by him. wth. u call this grafitti? this is vandalism lor. and so wad if there is nth damage. is jus a piece of paper? its our effort. they will nvr understand. den mr bernard ask us to draw out the thing for him. so we went to draw. den we show mrwong and he laugh. lame shit. and he sae.."isnt that wad i saw?" yes, obviously is wad u saw. we will make up such a thing? and den again he said was graffiti. bth la. i jus straight awae sae, then we can go around drawing things and we called is graffiti la? stupid lor. and ade was like.. the paper is our effort. AHHHH!!! WTH LAH!

but in the end mr bernard went up to see and he said nth he can do. fine..

don bullshit lor. wahlao. ^#^%^&#^$&*#^$(@&$^@%&

2005-09-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

wheee!! long time no update le.
oh shit. my pms is coming back.. its bugging me!! hais. dunno wads wrong with me again. feeling so sucky recently.
am i being too sensitive? am i thinking too much? am i too emotional?
i dunno.. i really hope its jus mere thinking. yes. hopefully. i hate to feel like that.. sorry. ): hais. but sometimes, some things jus lead me to my thinking and i cant change it. no. i will try. (:

end year is coming. and im in dead shit, again. i hope i can pass well this time..

bu zhi dao bu zhi dao. wo hao men ah.. haha. ba wo sha le ba. =D

2005-09-11T18:30:00.000-07:00

boo. just came back from pris house. was nagged by papa, but whu cares. :x now preparing to go wedding dinner. no nice nice clothes wear!! ): so sad. im gonna go shopping. im gonna buy new clothes!! yay. hahas.. dec holiday. =D

tml sch reopen.. gosh. and nitemares is coming. gonna take back all the results. hai.

2005-09-11T02:10:00.000-07:00

omg. guessed i'll have to blog quickly cus my com is exploding! ):
finally finished doing chem. did so long, from 4pm - 2am. which is *count count* hmms. 10 hours of work. (with breaks in between of cus :x) but its still long right?! and guess how many pages i have done. --> 8 pages. which is like so pathetic, compared to the hours i had spent. oh ):

whatever. im done anw. =D

i slpt till 1 this afternoon and meet mama to cut hair.
came home slack awhile and start doing my chem. ahhhhhhhh. and realised my class people were pia-ing too. hahas.. tong gan gong ku.
yay! mama bought chocolate for me and i decided to stay at home and finish up my chem. cus tml still have to go wedding dinner. ahhh. why pple wana get married?! waste my time. :x din do any tuition work. guessed tml i will pia in the morning. hais.. pathetic me. and wanted to study physics today and i have spent my entire day on chem lar. ugh!!

gonna sleep already. (: wheee. if not tml canot think properly. hahas. sch is gonna reopen. everybody jiayou! fight end year exam!! =D yay.

oh anw, happy belated birthday wilson!! =D owe him a birthday song. x(

2005-09-09T00:56:00.000-07:00

i have not been studying!! omgomg. :x
nth much to blog. jus that today went recycling. quite fun actually, collect quite alot of bottles. den practice awhile and went to eat ljs with pris and xiuling. reached home at about 4, slpt all the way till 7. watch the dragon show and eat dinner den watch the egg show after that watch the windmill show. :x lols. dunno whats the title.. blahs.. do abit bit of maths and papa wants me to slp.

my life is sooo boring.. ):
ahhh. junyang (:
:x

2005-09-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

yawns.. tired day. went to study with jasmin and later pris came to join us.. was as guai as usual (: rite? lols.. im so so so so so irritated bcus i jus canot do log. and i dunno why the hell pple can sae its the easiest topic in amaths but i jus couldnt get it right. ahhh!! to me, its the most nan gao topic lar!! log.. i love u. do u love me too? ): hehehe. :x

went to piano lesson.. die die. haven even practice anything. and was soooo scared that teacher will sae something farnie about my white nails. opps.. den later went dinner with my papa mama. and later went to ang mo kio. hmms.. and they start chatting with dunno. one group of adults toking and there i was sitting and YAWN.
there is this uncle asking my pjano grade cus he saw my books. den well, my parents told him. and he started telling us that his daughter learn piano too. alrite, and he said that his daughter is grade 12 or something? i was like.. ehh. LOL okkkkk.. did he lied or was he trying to sae his daughter learn ORGAN instead?

went home and i miss my stairway to heaven!! ahhh! so sad so sad la. sucks man. forget it.. tml wana go sch prac. i don care.. i donwan to ren ming that im the one whu has prob. NONONO! it couldnt be ME!! ):

my ma promise to buy me a necklace to pei zui. :x wahha.. and im gonna choose the most expensive one. IM NOT BAD. since a long long time ago.. she din bring me out to shopping le ok. (:

2005-09-04T14:54:00.000-07:00

fuck la. v nice to yah yah issit? so wad if she got the highest in the whole sch. i mean come on, even she got the highest in the whole singapore there is nothing to haolian about. oh pardon me.. forget to sae she nv see b4 DA CHANG MIAN. hmms. nan guai.. if u realli see before on tv or wad or even mr yu. whu can play like wow! u won even think that shes the best. but come to think of it.. aiyar. u onli wan her to be better than me thats all rite. den u can think all u wan. im not that good. sorry. i don get high marks. thats really sad.. but cant u jus shut the hell up for once? im really piss. this is not the first time.. so wad she is smarter? so wad she is more talented. my prob meh.. i lousy only my poor ma hafta suffer. she hafta listen to ur crap which i think is a torture to her. so, jus leave us alone! thank u. (:

2005-09-02T17:27:00.000-07:00

ahhh!! common test is finally over! yay. can at least relax and watch tv. dont need to stare at the book for hours and worried that u couldnt finish studying by tonight. rite?!
ehhs. come to think of it, actually not v happie cus i bet the result sure suck as usual. just hope that i wont fail any sub. (: *pray for myself.

quite long never post le. cus everytime came online was v rush and didnt have the time and mood to update. lols.
anw, todae had amaths paper. did the first few ques and i thot the paper still not that diff. BUT, its actually quite tough. at least to me cus my maths was not good all along. i jus hope for a pass and thats all i guess. hai

den finish maths, me and some hmt pple go gallery there. xinmin was like.. trying to play some games with us. lols. so funny!! :x
after there chinese paper, i went up to find them den go makan. was feeling quite tired..... AHH!

I STILL WORRYING CUS OF RESULT!!
eng - omg. my eng suck all along. and i dont think this time will unsuck.
chinese - chinese compo will kill me cus of that stupid picture and compre, i dont get a shit wad they wan from me.
emaths - oh great. 11 marks gone cus i didnt have time to finish.
amaths - wahaha. some ques nvr do and i jus spot one careless mistake which will take away 7 marks.
bio - the intercostal muscles and rib kill me!!
chem - ahhhh. how the hell do u balance equation?
phy - jus crap thru the paper and i noe i din do well from mrs fong eyes........
humans - my geog dieded.

i jus ate pizza! full full (:

2005-08-26T17:34:00.000-07:00

dont have much to say.. seriously dont noe what to blog about but just feel like blogging. :x hahas. todae reached home v early.. then i was in the bus wondering whether will i saw lai at the other 28 bus stop. so, i din go up to the 2nd storey. den i really saw her. i was like waving and calling her and she din realise, and jus went upstairs. -.- so i went up to find her and both of us got excited. haha.. stupid rite.

common test is coming.. so scary. haven even touch my books and actually decided that today i will study but i dont seem to have the mood. hais. anw, still have to study la.
im gonna buck up my sciences and maths. plus my eng and chi. and my humans. ehhs. meaning all subjects la :x haha. so sian. all equally lousy.. yucks.

mood got better le. (: yay. sometimes mus control abit bit. wahahas.

saw this when i went for piano lesson:
life is like a piano. what u get out of it, depends on how u play it.
quite meaningful hor. (:

2005-08-24T18:57:00.000-07:00

finally got to come online (;
first of all,
WHY JUNYANG OUT OF SUPERSTAR?!?!?!
hais.. i so sad! he is the only one i has always been supporting since the day i started to watch superstar! ): and his singing is really nice. but too bad, not enough pple support him. hais.. nvm.

i dunno what has gone into me this few days. was feeling quite tempremental, and was quite attitude. sucks man. i hate myself.. gonna stop all these shit.
sorry.

sucks. my chinese is really getting suckier and suckier. i cant understand wad the ques wan from me. hais. i jus hope this test i can really score. cus for common test.. whatever. no idea how the hell can i do to improve my chinese.

common test is coming!
and the thing is i haven touch my books. im so dead..
wish me luck! (:

2005-08-20T00:56:00.000-07:00

for this special someone:
yes, i gotta admit that we were once close. but that doesnt mean that we couldnt be anymore. this year, its true that u got ur own stuffs, ive mine. but im sure we make an effort to spend the time on the bus wisely. toking to each other.. sharing probs and things lidat.
one thing for sure, i did not betray ur trust. neither did i stop trusting u anymore. i admit we mite not be as close as last time. but somehow, i still feel the bond inside us. i dont care whu the hell said about that particular thing. i dunno wad does he mean. i dunno. if he din get the facts right, i dont see any reason he shld comment on such things. u shld noe that ive always trust u. and im still trusting.
even thou we did not go out often like last time, i still treat u as my close fren. the memories are still deep inside me. the reason why we are not close now, probably cus u got ur own frens, i have mine. u got ur impt person. i understand that its diff to balance between 2. i jus hope that things will remain as it is now. i still remember pple said how close we were last time.. and i hope we still are. dont let this person affect the frenship ok.. (:
and sorry that i attitude u today.. i didnt mean to. but i was realli fustrated. haha.. anw, u understand can le. i hope we reallie did clear things up. (:
take care okays.

2005-08-20T00:42:00.000-07:00

todae is not a very pleasant day for me..
lessons was boring as well. and i din score well for my phy. hai.. nvm i will work harder.
okays. gotta elaborate on wad happened after sch.
went to physics excursion today.. was totally rocks. can see alot of satellite. we went to bukit timah. den the speaker was frenly. mr chua was saying that we shld ask alot of ques when we reached there so that it will seems that we are clvr student. he is being lame. but we did have alot of ques to ask. :x we jus shoot him like crazy. but whu cares, for the exchange of interesting facts, its all worth while. =)
the person lead us to watch video on how they launch the satellite high up into the space. so cool.. den later we walked around and finally went to see the satellite. i mean the dish la. :x we climbed up. so scary. i think i got phobia.. dont even dare to looked down. was quite high and i grabbed the handle v tightly until my hands were dirty. heh heh. then when we reach the top near the dish, we took photos there. so fun. lols..

on the way back, i slpt throughout the whole journey. so tired! hais.. reached sch slacked at bandstore for awhile. den shi tien suddenly appear from nowhere :x hahaha.. went to bbt shop. pris gotta cheer up alrite. (: den went home..

2005-08-14T17:21:00.000-07:00

today nth to blog about. jus had tuition and later gonna study physics for tml test. thats all.. haha. so, shall blog about yesterdae!

band in the morning. was doing drils and so scary. donwan to elaborate..
ok. when we finishing drills that time, miss chong was calling me and i didnt hear it. :x think she called alot of times. haha.. so paiseh but i got abit deaf so canot blame :x hehs. den she passed to me a score. its SEVENTH NIGHT OF JULY!!! ahhh. so happy. when i see i was like OMG. den was finding jenni but cldnt find, den saw ade at the water cooler there so i asked her help me with it. heh. she was so happi and kip looking at the eupho solo. crazy hoh? she was like so happie bcus it was a soli. lols.. the machine was naughty again. ahhh.. paper misfeed and no ink. haha.. cldnt find miss koh but luckily mrs lin was there and she allowed us to photocopy. wheee!

after that hurry go to band store and we played! we actully played the song!! omGomg. :x too excited. hahaha.. ahhh. but my sound sucks. and cldnt catch some parts. overall was nice.. (: heh. den there is this guy call mr yu. came to teach us theory. i have to say he is so damn pro ok. he played piano like reading abc. like piano is part of his body. he played the song and sing.. omg. hais. make us feel so zi bei. haha.. went to ljs eat with xiuling pris ade matt and mr yu. lols. talked awhile then i haf to go home.. going grandma hse. so siannnnnnn. tired day. :/

2005-08-13T01:06:00.000-07:00

ahhh. took back my amaths result and i jus passed! wth. i looked through the paper and really feel like slapping myself. i lose so many marks cus of careless mistakes. stupid! nvm.. shant tok about it man.

damn tired ah. met lai in the morning and she was telling me her dream. of a mother bird and a baby bird. the mother bird cldnt hold the baby bird i think.. and he was falling. something lidat. haha.. i think she think of birds too much :x boo. nth much.. reach sch mrs fong gave out the target sheet. omg, crazy man. they expect my eng and humans to get B3, thats expected. but they want my sciences and both maths to be A. wad de.. amaths, lose faith. but i noe i hafta think positively. if not ade wont tok to me.. ): gonna try my best, thats for sure.

oh. sec4s today got back their o level result. congratulation to those whu got A. gj gonna treat us makan! yay. :x im not being thickskin, got witness hoh. x) hmms. for those whu din got the marks that they expected also dont be so sad. anw, jus try harder for the end of year one. wheee. im gonna strive too! (: heard that our listening and oral result was out. but, i couldnt find it. wierd lar.

stupid things happened. fucking sian diao lar.. woo! went eat with pris after sch. she was being chased by that kuckoo qian bian teacher, i have to agree she is reallie qian bian ah!!
reach home slack. watched shows all the way. heard that derrick kicked out le. hmms, actually he sing also not realli nice, jus that he got a cute face. and silver out. she damn out of tune. ahhh.

oh yah pple!! MUS WATCH TIAN GUO DE JIE TI!! damn nice ok. hmms. mon and tues 10pm i think. channel u! ahhhh. im gonna catch also! yay! x)

2005-08-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

sian.. rot at home today. hais.. jus went out a little while to slack. hahas. dunno what to blog also. jus studied chem and phy today and did abit of maths. (:
nothing much also.
tml sch again, dont feel like going cus dont wana see my amaths result. i noe i gonna flunk for sure. so, i rather not have it back. lols.
i dunno why. feeling sad.. for nth lor. i also cant find out a reason for that. hais. i think im really a da bian. like what shi tien says. hahahahaha. :x

2005-08-10T17:10:00.000-07:00

study...
and study...
and study...
and study...
and study.

i also never become clever.
lols.
aiyar.. jus so sian lar. ):

2005-08-10T00:20:00.000-07:00

happy birthday singapore! (:
morning actually wanted to wake up at 8 jus to do my amaths. but was so tired, when papa woke me up i was like still living in dreamland. so i jus dont care and cont slping :x lols. woke up at 11 plus and get ready. went to jasmin house after that. played piano for awhile and ate lunch. went to the cc there to meet pris and went to tamp there to see the national day parade. was damn the hell hot lor!! i was qutie burnt. the person there were disoraganise okay. keep asking us to go infront, then another one ask us go behind, and another one ask us to infront. i was so pissed and sorta scolded that person :x i cant help it right. haha.. den finally settled down. pris was trying to make use of everything inside that goodie bag. lols.

watch halfway, quite boring so went to orchard met darren dillion rl gj and xiao qing. was carrying that heavy goodie bag all the wae there! bth. until there then got pple help us take. thanks ah! (: heh. at first quite sian and hungry!! me and jas were going to die already lor! so went to eat yoshinoya. (: den later took mrt to esplanade. wah!! damn lots of pple and we had to squeezed thru the crowds. sweating like mad! bth. haha.. den jus sit on the grass and ehh slack? lols.

went home arnd 10. saw the bear bear can record voice one so cute! haha.. oh yah! not forgetting to sae that TODAEA ALOT OF PPLE STEPPED ON MY TOES!! ahh. poor toes. and i dono why pple haf to tie the shirt jus to make a triangle flesh come out. :x aiyar. onli pris will understand wad i mean. (:

wah damn sian. ma sae tml wan see me stay home study. aiyar. whu cares lar. ):

2005-08-08T22:18:00.000-07:00

life is boring.
went to school today and played national anthem. lols. den went bowling with pris yanhong xiuling huiying jiahui marwin huixian. haha. so fun! wheee.. den later went interchange with xiuling awhile. cus dont feel like going home.. hais.

came home, slp awhile and went to grandma house eat dinner. cousin came to my house and we played duet. lols. HAI SIAN HOR.

i cant stand this post either. its so sian..

anw. i love eupho! wheee.. its so fun. (:

perhaps i still love u..

2005-08-08T00:49:00.000-07:00

[o6.o8.o5]
today reached school quite early, around 645. den set up instrument and chairs. gonna play for the parade. cleared up some stuffs with her. den later we went down to play for the guest of honour. blah blah.. okays. later went to music room and slack for awhile. then went to the hall and play that thing u do and tijuana. dunno how was it, but pple said was okay. :/
after that at went to eat at ljs with jas and pris. den went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory. hahha.. its nice and funny! omg.. looked at the chocolate and jus feel like licking it. :x i miss chocolate ok! was sick the past few days, cant even eat anything heaty. ): wheee! willie wonka! willie wonka! wahaha. went home at arnd 5. pris and gj took 65 with me and they went all the way to orchard. i went to cousin's chalet. got bbq but of cus i only wait for food lar. :x haha. reached home quite late and was damn tired. jus pong on the bed and orh orh le.

[o7.o8.o5]
wake up at 12 today. was waken up by pris call. den quickly wash up and eat breakfast and went to her house. had tuition.. haha. now i noe wad she meant by, "my tuition teacher is crazy one lar! siao cha boh." yeah. was totally true.. lols. finished at arnd 5. slacked awhile and went to find gj and ruilong. went to food court and makan BAN MIAN!! heh heh heh. rl lar. say alot of qian bian ques. haiyar.. we not qian bian enough to ans back. ): sad. haha.
papa came to fetch me ler. reached home study abit of phy. siannnnn..
speeeeeed.... velocity......... displacement....... distance.......... ahhhhhhhh!!
anw, she's coming back! yay. smart ho peng you! thankie!

2005-08-06T01:01:00.000-07:00

im still sick!!! ):
sick for so many days but the fever just cant recover completely. keep coming back. then actually wanted to go to tpjc concert, after that mama don allow. hais. so in the end nvr go.

anw, damn pissed yesterday. attitude problem, u have i have too. (: u can give me urs, i can give u mine. duhh. shant talk about it.
hais.. talked to her. i think is hopeless since she doesnt want to stay anymore. there is nth i can do, since she insist on doing so. and only then, i realised, she called her without telling me. so, whats this?
in the end, i don care. so went to do my amaths.. hoping to pass the test this time. and guessed what? I PRACTICALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DO THE WHOLE GOD DAMN PAPER!!! ahhhhh.. smart hoh? (:
sadded.. i did put in effort okay. but i don noe why i always flung my amaths. ahhh. the first part they give me the ans ask me show that the ans is lidat. i cldnt solve. NVM, then the 2nd part, i didnt try to solve. why? bcus first and 2nd part is linked. i thot i cldnt get the ans for the first part den i cldnt do the 2nd part. BUT THE FIRST PART ANS IS GIVEN AND I FORGOT. greattttt. so smart of me hor. i knew how to do it de!!! hai.
sorry shi tien. (spelled correctly hoh) teach me for quite long. den in the end i get this kind of shit.

amaths. shoooo!!

nth much.. went to tm after school today and bought my reed. tml is speech day! hope the tijuana brass goes smoothly. bleahs

2005-07-31T22:10:00.000-07:00

im sick again! dont noe why but i think me and the doc got fate. one month have to see him at least 3 times. ahhh.. so irritating. ):

today stayed at home.. slpt till arnd 2+ and ate my breakfast. or shld i sae lunch? :x haha.. did my hw and all. dont really feel like studying cus was feeling quite sick. papa bought crap home! hehs. didnt eat much either. no appetide. wahlao.. suay.

stupid lar. i still have to do jian bao for chinese..
nth much to blog anw.

oh yar.. yesterdae went to tm to see xinmin and her sis singing competition. so cool. we waited for so long lor. she told me arnd 230. me and jas eat damn fast jus to rush to see her. in the end she arnd 330 then come out. kuckoo. but was nice. (: their dance was nice too. haha.. voted quite alot for her.

oh yar.
why cant i breathe thru diaphragm.

2005-07-29T00:48:00.000-07:00

argh. today jain didnt come again. he went ns. tonnes of homework to finish. so dead x_x
anw,
im so pissed today. i just cant fucking hell comprehen. why pple can sacriface for something that is not so impt than sacriface something that is far more impt. so, ask u come for band prac is like asking u to fly. there is always reasons and excuses. not say i din let u off when u have tuition ok. i noe that u are quite busy. but come on. im busy too kays.. all of us are. all of us are lack of slp. so, sectionals are damn bloody hell unimportant lor. is that wad u think. if u can push back ur tuition bcus u wan to buy something, i don see why the hell u cant push back ur tuition for sectionals. furthermore, u cant attend all band prac. i dont noe.. jus feel so ridiculous. if u don feel like coming cus of some particular reason. i think u mite as well quit.
own batch. pple from own batch.. i always have been thinking that our batch is the most enthu bandits ever. but i always thot i was right, till this year. something prove that im so wrong. jus so wrong.

photocopied scores todae. the machine sucks. got stucked so many times, me and jenni have difficulty pulling out the MISFEED paper. wth. anw, finally done with the 2 scores. yay!

im tired. ahhh. but still feel like reading ai zai bi fang! heh heh.
i love NAN (:
:x heh heh

2005-07-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

its so lameee!
hahas. ai zai bi fang so nice. nvm.. i rent it myself. shant wait for that mumu to lend me. she take years to bring the book! and i cant wait. :x
morning went to sch with lai, took taxi there. den practice for a while and went to the thumps up centre there to plae fanfare for the minister. the channel news asia pple was there filming. are we in the news??!?! haha. :x lols. went back sch immediately after that and played another fanfare when the minster reach our sch. den kip instrument and went to watch the concert for a while. have food! all of us were so damn hungry. hahs. and we finally had something to eat. (: yay. went to bedok with ade to rent comics. den haf tuition at 5. hai.. so tired.

anw, i tried doing a maths jus now and is so damn difficult. i dunno lar. dunno is i tired canot think or i really cant do. cus alot of ques is a do b4. i noe the steps but when i work out the ans is not right. check and check again. im so dulan ok.

tml going to collect newspaper. =.= wanted to slp more de leh. wahlao.. haha.. den afta that gonna do chem with wanting. ahh.. sian si lar.
ok.. gonna read finish comic first. taaaa.

2005-07-22T18:47:00.000-07:00

finally.. exam finished! yay. no more exam pieces! no more the same boring old songs. can play other nice nice song le. wheeee (:

wahaha. today got ss test.. i think i flung again. do wrongly, think is not reliability. then i go write. ahhhh. nvm.. i nv expect my ss esp source base to pass anw. haha..
no assembly, so stay in class and discuss about the bazaar thing. dunno wad to sell. but guessed they have come up with some ideas. hmms. not bad.. heh.

after school went to band store for awhile.. and hoh, the pris dono wads wrong with her. hahaa.. kip saying he v cute!! then when pple ask whu. she will sae DONWAN TELL U! ahh bish. hahaa.. :x:x i noe whu! ahhh. yang ta bah! zhi de yang. :p haha.

i 2 reach home le! haha.. wah. its like once in a blue moon so early reach home. i everytime reach home earliest is 6. so, feel abit wierd :s went to take exam. the examiner quite frenly, but i damn scared. not becus of my playing. but, i scared i cant understand what he toking. cus he tok damn chim. i tried tried tried my best to listen but some i still don get it. so, i end up smiling at him. :x hahaha. i think he noe lar. thats why he repeat his ques. =.= stupid leh. oh yah, and his tummy is big!
stuuuuuupiiiiiid aural lar. the 4/4 time then i count rongly, so i sae 3/4. and he gimme a farnie look. suck suck suck. stumble abit while playing the pieces. and scales! i got stucked in F MINOR HARMONIC SCALE! WTH.
after that actually wana go back sch but mama don allow. hai

fine. went to cut hair. ehh. jus trim.. wana do hmwk later! (: gonna practice my maths today!

2005-07-20T00:01:00.000-07:00

nothing much today.. actually dont wan to come online, but have to find picture for chinese compo. its so lame.. she wan us to find comic or wadever pic and write a compo about that. and its for shuo ming wen. you dao li meh? its like.. shuo ming wen is something quite formal and serious but end up... zZz. nvm

today went to find mr im for some bio stuffs. den went to band store practice awhile. ahhh. high notes still as sucked, and i can barely breathe through diaphragm. but i will keep trying! yay.

went for piano lesson after that. so scary. this coming friday is exam and i cant even play scale and song properly.. ahhh. summore canot go for the speech day rehearsal. ): anw, its also better to finish the exam lar. at least dont haf to practice the same old song again and again. and i can start my theory! wheee

jus finish doing hw.
and finish studying abit of heart and waves and moles. 3 sci. ahhh.
kill me bah.
cant even do my maths properly. and i din even spend time on it.
wads rong with me..
hais

2005-07-18T00:09:00.000-07:00

zzz. wake up at 8 for tuition.. damn tired! almost cancel it. :x papa keep nagging like crazy. heck.. then went to eat breakfast. came home slp ah! :x from 11-4 v long hoh?

wale up pia homework ler. (:
watch abit of vcd. papa watch then tempt me also. haha.. studied bio. but nvr study phy and do maths. ahhhhhhh. die liao. my maths like shit. today tuition then like almost dono how to do. hais.

pris is singing like a baichi here. :s
hahaha. i wan go slp le. damn tired.. BYE~!

2005-07-17T00:47:00.000-07:00

im so tired! jus came back from bugis. at first thot im going to go home alone, which is so scary :x but the end have pple pei me. yay. (: alrite lar. the concert was not bad. quite funny and meaningful..

morning had band. me n lai was early! reach at arnd 7.30.. took a taxi there. opps! haha. den went to do drills. i prefer the drills we did today to the past few drills actually. cus this is the onli drills that look like drills. if we v v v slack den wads the pt of doing drills. jus wasting the time. yeah. hais. my clar got prob again.. i dunno wads wrong but shld be something wrong cus of suspension or wadsoever. hen chim de.. okays. played marches and had section meeting. was quite happy after clearing things up i guessed. at least now i dont wan to see first second and thirds. i wan to see the whole section bond, clarinets, bond together.

after band went to eat mac with pris and kari. talked quite alot of crap and they lead me to the wrong bus stop! bishhhh. hahaha.. actually is also i stupid la.

nv do anything today.
so damn pathetic. gonna study tml.
i promise myself to. (:

2005-07-15T00:34:00.000-07:00

kyan came back! *cheerss!
morning went to bought mac muffin with lai. then took bus to sch. saw someone again.. omg. wad happened to the both of us. shldnt be so suay rite. :s hahas.. ok. den went to the hall for the tok. din bring the development hand book. i think i lost one of them. ): heck lar. hais.. irritating.

afta sch did maths proj. dunnoe wad happen to ade. doesnt feel like toking.. hahas. cheer up man! (: smile. den went to have sectionals. practice marches and abit of grease. my clar got probs again. dunnoe wads wrong. fustrated ah!!

den afta that went home with adeline. have tuition at 7+ ahh. chiong back and had dinner. wah. i need oxygen for my brain again! is sooooo tiring. wanted to call pris. but i guessed she is asleeep like a pig. xP hahha.

go slp. tml got listening compre. byebye

stranger. (:

2005-07-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

i studied bio! (: ding ding!
today damn tired, dozed of in class quite a few times. ahh. :x jain haven come back yet. then mrs neo came to our class and teach us summary and sae tml we are going to have a test. =.= wth. my summary suck to the core. argh..

afta sch got new south wales. totally suck up my brain juice. the first 20 ques still okay. until the last few ques i canot think! and the open ended ones. i guess mine all wrong.. whu cares. i paid for it ok. :p

went to band store. wanted to photocopy score but in the end all teachers went for meeting at avt. so, canot photocopy again. bcus no one was at the staff room ): hais.. prac piano abit. but in the end, i still played like shit for teacher. :x

reach home do hw! yay. im guai. (: den online for a while. sian.. think now going do abit of maths. den can have swt dreams le.

wah piang. my dad so damn the hell irritating. again, he said i wasnt listening to wad he saying. again, he said i ignore him like nobody business. hey. but he was toking crap. ive no mood ok.. tired leh. siaoo.. ive to entertain u everytime meh. shut up lar.

nvr be forget.
wun care anymore.

2005-07-11T11:48:00.000-07:00

have oral today!! ahhh. omg.. was quite scary but din reallie feel that nervous. at least not as nervous as i expected. (: heh. so its still alrite. im the first one.. get it over and done. yay. im happie.. hahas. went to band after that.. alrite lar. things seems to be better i hopr but there is still stuffs that are going on. when will it end? i dont know. dont seems to care either, im jus too tired i guessed.

went home and did my hw. im always so guai as usual xP hahas. but in prac my piano, neither did i study bio. ahh! im sad. but its ok.. wheeee

i shall go slp. nono. read finish one chapt then slp! tata

- i feel so far away..

2005-07-11T00:54:00.000-07:00

ahhh.
tml is chi oral
die die die..
i nvr prac ):

wish me luck!
yay. i hope i can do it (:

2005-07-09T00:59:00.000-07:00

tired. sch was ok.. hmms. after sch went for meeting. dunno whether we have cleared up anot. but i hope we did. hais.. slack at band store for a while den went to bbt and went adeline house with matt. hhas. he brought his new fone to sch! read comic at ade house. haha.. actually wanted to study, but in the end didnt. quite lame. heck :x

went home at arnd 8+ nth to do.. was v v tired. played some piano pieces and fall aslp. :x until ho peng you called me. heh. -*skip

tired. tml still got cross country. not running. think going to walked with ade yak gj they all. ahhas.. sian

i dont care.
quote "i love all of u"
so, love = backstab?
chim logic.
mus figure out..
don forget. im dumb (:

2005-07-08T00:52:00.000-07:00

oh yar.
not to forget..
i passed to her the leather legature!
yay.
jus let her sae whatever she wans.
cus i simply don care!
i guessed. (:

2005-07-08T00:44:00.000-07:00

yay. (: 7th nite of july!
nth much today.. pe tok alot of crap. went back to class. tired man.. jain nvr come for arnd one week.. hmms. heard that he's hospitalised. ): ahhh. wanna go visit him! :x

afta sch pei yak to bbt shop. den saw hweifung! ahhh.. we were like so excited. ok. den saw ehh ehh.. and azfar!! (: heex. talked cock. ehh. why they nvr go ban instrument huh?

okk. went back sch haf sectionals. quite slack actually. ehh. i din noe some of u not aware of the sectionals today. sorry.. <:( but i did informed the pple arnd me! so.. i dono why chuiwen is not informed. hmmms..

alrite. dragged hx to teach yuhui how to play bass clar. hahaa. yay. den later went home with ade and xiuling. stupid lor. at the bus stop someone sent me. "jiayi, do u noe whu am i?" ok. obviously i noe. (: ahhh. im being lame.

byebye.
no hope.
thats wad i think..

2005-07-06T09:34:00.000-07:00

papa is damn irritating! he's now nagging like hell now ok. damn lar. slp slp slp.. AHH!! i alreadi v fan................. ):
today nth much. band (: heh. play grease and tijuana brass. hais. suck.. playing really suck. squeak and canot follow. argh.. den some pple haf stupid att. ok..

skip*

jus finish hw. tok to ho peng you on da fone!
now going slp le.
promise tml will be early. (:

2005-07-05T00:27:00.000-07:00

ahh. wake up so early today.. went to study with jasmin. yay! i did study k. phy and chem. den jasmin make honey for me. ahh! inside got ant and she ask me drink it. :s hahaha. anw thanks! cus of my stupid cough. non stop de. hmms.. we study halfway went to tm eat lunch.. pizza :x hmms. wah. shop arnd for a while den went to take neoprint. ahhh. the stupid machine. eat our 8 bucks ok. wth. cus we din wait for the damn hour glass to disappear before we put the money in. ok. im so pissed!

wanted to go home afta that.. den saw someone that i din wish to see. hmmms. i don getit. can go shopping on 2 consecutive day and canot go band in the morning for jus a few hours? ahhh. ok. i shall not assume. but, something is amiss rite?

went home had tuition. a maths totally sucked up all my brain juice! ): but i understand abit bit more. (: heh. jus finish hw. now going slp le. if not tml sure doze off in class. haha. tata!

2005-07-04T00:23:00.000-07:00

ahh. went to meet ade. sorry i was so late. :x haha.
went there with the 3 guys.. ehhs. but they were quite funny. then me kari and ade become anti social.. jus sit by the sea and talk. nvr reallie join in with the class. but.. hais. dunnoe. guessed all of us were not in the mood. sorry. then later stomach pain like hell.. dunno why.

ok.. afta that.. wanted to go bowling but adeline canot.. her father coming to fetch her. so the 3 guys came again. pei her wait for her dad. den went home.

my cousin here. so tired. tml gonna study whole day and have tuition also. sian rite.

ahh. im pissed.. i dunno. is like how many times mus i repeat to get your concept abcolutely right. i alreadi said. is switching arnd not transfering who to which part. come on lar. wads with the first and second again.. its irritating u noe. pls get the concept right. really. is first so impt? or is 2nd too diu lian for u. why. cus 2nd is jus too easy? the notes are so low that u can plae without even squeezing ur lungs. the part is too easy that u don even need a second glance? so, wads wrong. tell me.. wads the problem. or worse. wad u unhappy about.

ok. finish.. (:

2005-07-03T15:38:00.000-07:00

long time no post. :x
yay. yesterday went to chalet, cousin 21st birthday. hmms.. went bowling for a while. heex! reach home more sick. today even worse, but later going to class bbq. meeting adeline at arnd 4+ finally finish eng compre and maths 6.1.. first time i did it myself!! im so happy. heex. but i think sure got alot of mistakes. hmms. nvm. learn (:

hen sian. sleep a lot recently.. hahaa.. later canot eat bbq food. ahhh wth..
suck. tml have tuition and mama wan me to stae at home study. i wan watch initial D again! ):

2005-07-03T04:06:00.000-07:00

im so damn disappointed.
how can a so good fren be like that.
i dunnoe.